tantrums, i never thought i would pull one until today.
looking back on it i don't think it was the most calculated decision.
Especially as I'm 19 and am deemed by society as an 'adult' - i can vote, drive and drink.
But i can't choose the option not to clean the bathroom?!
It's interesting how parents still have power over you.
They are able give you a reality check.
That ... although society might deem you as an adult it doesn't exhume you from house hold chores.
- lesson learned, i think.

* After spending 3 months living in India teaching in a slum, I'm finding it slightly difficult adjusting to being home.
I think its more the going from being independent to being accountable to the 'parents' that I'm struggling with. It's not that I'm not pleased to be home it's just... um ... what am i accomplishing here?
I'm on my Gap year and this is a blog about my comings and goings and about discovering who I'm meant to be

to cyberspace your probably not interested but I'm going to write anyways

Beth x